song for today...

Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

WHY?

mungkin itu cuma 1 dari sekian banyak kata tanya... tapi jawabannya bisa sampe 14 ribu juta trilyun kalimat. Sekarang ini gw sedang dilanda stress yang sangat akut, karena suatu masalah (gak, gw gak hamilin anak orang koq). Why?! kenapa dompet gw mesti ilang? KENAPA?! semesta tolong jawab pertanyaan gue...

gambar hanya ilustrasi. dompet gw ga seganteng ini

walopun dompet gw itu kaga ada istimewa2nya... Tapi kenapa lu mesti ilang pet??? Lu kan bawa KTM, kartu perpus, kartu nama2 rekan bisnis gw, dll lah. Kenapa lu mesti ilang? KENAPA?! WHY?! Sekarang gw gak tau mo ngapain. Gw gak tau apakah hidup gw ini perlu untuk dilanjutin ato cukup sampai disini aja (btw, ada yg tau cara bunuh diri gak? blom pernah soalnya..)

sekarang gw dalam dilema besar (antara milih BH warna pink ato ungu). Entah gimana gw ngurus kartu2 yang telah raib bersama dompet polkadot gw yg brengsek itu. Sampe2 gw udah ga peduli lagi sama ujian yang bentar lagi akan berlangsung (ya, karena peduli atopun ga peduli nilainya sama aja=ancur). 

Ya Allah, gimana ini? hanya kepadaMu aku mengadu... semoga hambaMu ini sanggup menghadapi segala cobaanMu ya Allah.. (seandainya disini ada baim, pasti gw suruh do'ain buat gw: "ya Allah, kabulkan do'a baim ya Allah.. semoga dompet bang audra sadar dan pulang kerumah.. amin")

so? Gimana ini??? HWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!